Into the Forest

I have to admit I am quite excited.
Its been a while since I have been to bigbear
I'm very excited though.
I'll be driving to Longbeach to pick up Jamie, and then we'll be on our way.
Dont have much planned, my only real desire however is to either go to castle rock, or somewhere of equal beauty.
I cant not go hiking on such a beautiful and cloudy day.
I might also bring my ritual equipment and do some work in the forest up there.
But we'll see, that might be better spent for another night.
Anyways, were heading back down tomorrow so I'll write on how the adventure went, hopefully with some pictures, as this promises to be a very exciting day.

Intense night

Last night was a very powerful night
Demon-work is far more exhausting than I anticipated
The whole night felt like a far off dream
I might engage in it again tonight
Either that or I might just engage in a simpler spell

The whole atmosphere of my room has changed
There is like a spiritual residue or energy
Its fantastic
To not just see, but feel, the change brought in the universe by your own power
Brings about great joy
To know you hold the keys to limitless power
Mmm baby
I could get used to this

Santa Monica was visited by evil

If I be the first black magician to haunt these shores
Then Santa Monica has had its first true experience of evil
Communicated with the damned tonight
The ground is scorched with raw energy

Got in a fight; sort of

So I took a walk 2 nights ago
As I walked by a bar, a drunk started yelling at me
So I replied by calling him a "pathetic drunk"
As I turned to leave, he grabbed my jacket
So I swung around and knocked him to the ground
And spat on him
Was a very good night.

Black Metal

The discord, the chaos, it brings peace to my soul.

Black Metal is not just a genre.

Black Metal is limitless. Limitless in the sense that its drive, its soul is that of not just the individual, but the warrior.

Black Metal is the music of the Warrior.

It as well is such an extreme form of music; in lyrical content and sound.

I feel an immense connection to it in the sense that so many Black Metal artists are so misanthropic.

Many Black Metal bands dont even perform shows, thats almost viritually unheard of in the field of music.

Its as well easy to see where this recent alliance with crust has come in.

Both have a very extreme sound, have similar roots, and carry a semi-parallel message in some instances. [Mostly with more nature, primitivist, and misanthropic oriented Black Metal bands]

-Got some more info for the trip. Jamie needs to call me back, so we can get the details set.

Also I saw some commercial for some sort of organization for the survival of the human race after 12/21/12

theihc.com

I personally think its a publicity stunt [for the 12/21/12 movie]

There is alot of hype about that date.

I cant wait till it passes by like every other stupid "end of the world" date, and I can laugh and spit in the faces of those apocalyptic morons.

Well I am off to go connect with the Forces of Darkness

Spiritual War

Someone asked me today

"Why do you wear combat boots? Are you in a war?"

I replied "Yes, a spiritual war"

This statement had more meaning to my life than intended.

As I am engaged in not only in a spiritual war outside of myself, but also within.

Constantly engaged in combat with the weak and lazy side of myself that was allowed to fester in my younger years.

For much too long, I allowed myself to be less than I am capable of.

I am fortunate to have had such a revival in spirit at so young an age.

Most people go there entire lives being a mindless consuming idiot.

They achieve nothing, and are nothing.

Anyways.

I actually got some sleep today.

Felt good, but no matter how good it feels, I cant help but think of it as a waste.

Planned out more of the trip to Norway.

Going to do some Black Magick tonight.

Sadly though, I have to wait for the tapers to come in, before I engage in demon work.

Patience never hurt anyone though.

I also tried energy manipulation in relation to emotions.

Seemed to work.

Will have to give it a shot again tomorrow.

Sorrow is necissary for life to exist

Its amazing how stupid people are
I am constantly suprised and baffled at the lack of intelligence in this world
I have no tolerance for the weak and stupid.
This tolerance for weakness out of some belief that you are helping them is destroying our minds, bodies, and planet.
People dont seem to realize, that if you cannot find happiness from within, or are not willing to dominate and fight.
That you will be trampled on.
Never put down your sword, never stop fighting.
Peace is a Myth, Equality the bane of our existence.
For when you stop fighting, you become less than you can be.
And become another mindless idiot drone, drowning in the peace and comfort of a so called civilized world.
While your world crumbles around you.
This movement of happiness, love, and comfort will destroy us all.
Lest we find balance.
Responsibility, sorrow, struggle.
All necissary aspects of life and wisdom.